Life has been pretty amazing these past few weeks and for all I know, it’s been three weeks since college started. It all happened in a blur but I know deep inside me that I’ve changed for the better. I got to meet tons of new friends more than I expected. My dormates were so fun to be with and the same goes with my blocmates. I got to experience school in a different level. It’s not like high school anymore. I wake up late in the morning three times a week and I love it. I choose what I eat in any time of the day and still know how to budget thy allowance. I get to walk and talk for myself, cross across streets that were part of my childish fears and survive the hot day with tan lines. All of these are parts of my so-called “independent life”. It’s really nice to ponder on that college created a whole new world for me, away from all fears, distractions and dilemmas that once hindered me to grow.
Elbi life in bullets:
Since college is just a week away (or less), maybe I’ll start blogging again. I was hiatus for weeks because I can’t find something in me to share about. I just realized that even if I took for granted my four month vacation, when the real classes start, I’ll always look back on these unstressful nights I spent. And um, to be honest, I was never expecting this new feeling I discovered in me. I am all excited and afraid with all of these changes — excited that I’ll be seeing new and good and witty people around the campus and afraid that there is a bigger and bolder world stored for me in the next four years. But nonetheless, I’m glad that sooner or later, I’ll be going out of my zones and I’ll be able to share the craziness and creativity inside me. Hopefully.
do you ever just wonder if there’s someone who secretly thinks about you and wants to talk to you but doesn’t know how
Note to parents:
1. Don’t ever again compare us to other people. We’ve had enough mistakes for us to learn and contemplate. We dont need any other thing to lessen our self esteem.
2. It’s okay to be strict, but not that strict. You need to trust us as much as we put our trust in you.
3. But in the end, still, we will always love you.
Yesterday w/ these girls (c) joey
JUST WANTED TO RANT ABOUT THE PRICE OF GARLIC TODAY!!!! LAST MONTH, A KILO IS LIKE JUST 50 PESOS AND THEN NOW, IT IS FREAKING 300 PESOS!!! LAHAT NA NAGMAHALAN AKO NALANG HINDI. CHOS.
Last night, I dreamt about having a (pet!!) dragon in our house, which is as big as those during chinese new year. This just means that even in my dreams, I’m really bored to death. Huhu vacation is really torturing me bec i always see my hs friends’ pictures with their new college buddies while me? Nahhh. And btw, at last, I have already posted something in here (tho not really sensible haha).